[Chorus]
Ooh, would you want me instead if maybe I looked different?
I'll slip and fall on my head to stop my reminiscin'
All I have is regret, I'm never fuckin' winnin'
I'm so glued to my bed and I have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, it's like there's somethin' missin'
She just wants to be friends, it's such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? I'm on an endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison
[Verse]
Tear my eyes out of my skull
Gonna beat myself up all night long
I'll be unhealthy until I'm gone
I like to think of people who will never return to my life
Pace around my room and tell myself I'll be alright
I will not kill myself unless I have a real bad night
Oh, goddamn recently I'm havin' some bad nights
[Chorus]
Ooh, would you want me instead if maybe I looked different?
I'll slip and fall on my head to stop my reminiscin'
All I have is regret, I'm never fuckin' winnin'
I'm so glued to my bed and I have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, it's like there's somethin' missin'
She just wants to be friends, it's such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? I'm on an endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison
(One big prison, oh)
[Instrumental Break]
[Chorus]
Ooh, would you want me instead if maybe I looked different?
I'll slip and fall on my head to stop my reminiscin'
All I have is regret, I'm never fuckin' winnin'
I'm so glued to my bed and I have hollow vision
All my life is pretend, it's like there's somethin' missin'
She just wants to be friends, it's such a bad decision
When does it all ever end? I'm on an endless mission
I hate everything, this life is one big prison
[Verse]
Tear my eyes out of my skull
Gonna beat myself up all night long
I'll be unhealthy until I'm gone
I like to think of people who will never return to my life
Pace around my room and tell myself I'll be alright
I will not kill myself unless I have a real bad night
Oh, goddamn recently I'm havin' some bad nights