All these secrets in my head

Will keep on playing on repeat

Till the day I’m dead

I’ll be so gone I can’t even stand

I’m trying so hard to be a better man

But I don’t know if I can

Something inside me

Keeps raging and fighting

I can’t keep on hiding

I’m losing my sense of self

Where is my heart

Why do I hide my face

Every word that I say

Lies at the masquerade

Why is the truth

Buried so far inside

Every days a new lie

I was always

Wasting my own time

Searching for peace

I can’t bеlieve

That therе’s something left to salvage inside me

I can’t stand the fact that I can leave

This constant fight with my sobriety

I need something so I can sleep

I fucking hate the sight

Of my own face

I’ve left myself down

I feel the weight tonight

Of my mistakes

I’ve let myself drown

Where is my heart

Why do I hide my face

Every word that I say

Lies at the masquerade

Why is the truth

Buried so far inside

Every days a new lie

I was always

Wasting my own time

Where am I now?

And I can’t see

I’m drowning myself

In this apathy

It’s getting darker and

I am losing sleep

This shell I’m in

Doesn’t feel like me

Oh no this doesn’t feel right

And I’m losing myself

And I’m losing sleep at night