Where is my sanity?

I'm losing myself to this sickness

With no grasp on reality

I need to fight it but I can't shake this

Feeling that I'm all alone in the world

Everyone is so cold

But really it's my delusions

These thoughts and ill conclusions

Leave me crying out for help

Why won't my past leave my dreams?

Why can't I forget everything

That tears me apart at the seams

What is this resistance?

Why am I here?

Haunted by everything that I fear

I can't go on

I can't erase

This horror that I've grown to love and hate

What is this feeling?

Burning deep in my soul

The darknеss is calling

As I start to lose control

Why do I keep going under?

Why did I make this hеll my home?

Please someone pull me out of this

Darkness inside me I can't stay down here alone

Why won't my past leave my dreams?

Why can't I forget everything

That tears me apart at the seams

What is this resistance?

Why am I here?

Haunted by everything that I fear

I can't go on

I can't erase

This horror that I've grown to love and hate

I can't go on like this

Anymore

It's all in my head

Why won't my past leave my dreams?

Why can't I forget everything

That tears me apart at the seams

What is this resistance?

Why am I here?

Haunted by everything that I fear

I can't go on

I can't erase

This horror that I've grown to love and hate