[Verse 1: Ethan Ross]
Chained it, outrun it, gun filled with this emptiness
Hollowed inside, I'ma fill you with hollow tips
Suffered today, give a fuck what tomorrow is
This body never felt mine, I just borrowed it
I bring myself through these circles
My pain becomes verbal
This life never had no rehearsal
The serpent now bites on its tail
But somehow I prevail
[Chorus: outsiderX]
'Cause when I think about you
I come undone
Head straight for the bottle
To drown out our sorrows
There's something you do
That bleeds me blue
So watch me wither
'Cause now I'm triggered
[Verse 2: outsiderX]
Why are these faces openin' my chest?
Your body's breakin', so cut me from my lips
[?]
[?] to my limbs
A cocktail of dark
[Bridge: outsiderX]
Burstin' on the inside
I do not like her
Fucked us and you again
Fractures in my bones
Cancer in my lungs
[Chorus: outsiderX]
'Cause when I think about you
I come undone
Head straight for the bottle
To drown out our sorrows
There's something you do
That bleeds me blue
So watch me wither
'Cause now I'm triggered
[Verse 3: Ethan Ross]
Yeah, yeah
I wish I didn't feel empty inside
You left me so I could wither and eventually die
Mentally drained, this mindset sent me to thrive
So let me explain the chaos that is entering my mind
Yeah fucked up since the beginning, it wasn't even a noise
Crazy how some years passed and I found me a voice
Crazy how my peers laughed at it they were annoyed
Either way I feel deserving others bringing me joy
I remember I was in hell but I stayed in it
Y'all was made different you want to escape and so
I see the snake in him, I'ma turn to Jason
And I'ma put this rake in him, all this bread I'm raking in
I'm a problem tell me why these motherfuckers are washed
Always shooting down our needs and it be causing their loss
Still be hating on me, but ain't doing anything better
But I'm glad that you can care, don't be a hater forever
How you act like you so strong?
Compete and get thrown off
I've seen it and so far, you're weak
We go hard and swing this crowbar to teeth
Fuck your roll call, we pressing control alt delete
[Bridge: outsiderX]
'Cause when I think about
'Cause when I think about
[Outro: outsiderX]
'Cause when I think about you
That common dude
It's straight for the bottle
To drown out our sorrows
There's something you do
That bleeds me blue
So watch me wither
'Cause now I'm triggered