[GABBIE PAGE]

Messing with my flow maybe I should go no no no

Homie told me scratch that

I just cannot match that

Negativity like when you tell me I'm no good at

Everything I've had and everywhere I've sat in

Kept a track of my sins makes me sick of my skin

We are not the same so there's no point to stratify

My life is a game where I toss the coin to satisfy

I think it's a shame to not think but have a mind

You must know it's a shame to have a mind like mine

I've got to think and it makes me sick that I've got to lick and how I spit

Out all these vеrses it's a burden to have thеm constantly look at you

I ain't half the shit of whatever that I claim to do

The fact is that a prick is all that I'll ever turn into

And how I choose to stick that I people that I hurt my two

Eyes turn to the mirror now I guess I see it clearer

How I ruin and decay with how I think and what I say

How I ruin and decay with how I think and what I say

I don't really know what I'm spittin' on here

I just wanna go far away from here

Far away from my sadness and madness

And my habits being anxious whatever that is

I don't really know what I'm spittin' on here

I just wanna go far away from here

Far away from my sadness and madness

And my habits being anxious whatever that is

[MNWLLY]

Indecisiveness made me pull two triggers

Shot my own head, no more cross fingers

Heavy regrets I'm carrying like atlas does

Blame myself multiple times but chances won't last

Peace sign, yes that's the count

I do believe in fairies fix me dust

Every night I try to call Jesus Christ (But which one?)

Maybe the printed face on the calendars

Guess we we're to make thousands of mistakes

Shouldn't be afraid to face it, eyes ahead

Don't look down

Don't look down

[GABBIE PAGE]

Messing with my flow maybe I should go no no no

Messing with my flow maybe I should go no no no

[BEO WEAPON]

Maybe I'm petty I'm not really amazing as you think

Maybe you just praise me 'cuz you don't really want me to sink

To the boat that I'm using but we all know there's a leak

And the water is just pouring

Baby, now I'm just addicted

I found peace in drowning oh how I wish that you could see it

Been sinking to much now I think I am on the deep end

Take it to the depths now I am living with my demons

Had to hold my breath so death can finally come pick me

[GABBIE PAGE]

My mistakes were sticks and stones take me to my golden throne

My value was in what I owned, greed has kept me in my zone

To my own hell now I've been thrown, I can't tell how much I've grown

I'm like a cyclone overblown, my own self I've overthrown

I look at you like you're alone, you look at me like I'm a clone

Am I loud enough to match your tone, for all my sins I have atoned

'Bout to make this sound like a xylophone, I might keep going on and on

'Til I lose my shit and to you I spit now mic drop on this microphone

[OUTRO: BEO WEAPON]

Sorry for my self destructive behavior

I don't really need it but you know that I never been free

Been free

Been free