[Intro]

My heart was like a hand grenade

Activate, then throw away

You made me what I am today

Less a man and more a plague

I hate what I've become

I really hate to deal with pain this way

Never bothered, never less

To try to change

[Verse]

Last night, I slept until six and I don't give a shit 'bout making it big

I just wanna be happy and maybe later get rich

Digging myself an early grave

Better dead than alive, who am I to save?

Last way, last game, let's make it worth it

[?] surface

Don't stop, let your blood flow

Like King Kong in the [?]

I got stacks on stacks, don't let it show though

I really hate being someone's dojo

But that's how it is and that's who I am

And I really wish I was someone else

But life is what we make it, got to turn around

Wanna see me chase it, turn up the sound

[Outro]

Lost in the same place as we failed

Not too far from where I began