Now I'm falling

I'm falling

Through my own battleground

And I'm crawling

I'm crawling

'Cause I can't hear a single sound

I've been hiding for so long

Always doubting, where do I belong?

I might be smiling but I'm paralyzed

Can you see through my disguise?

I'm just cheating myself, I just run and hide

From the happiness that is buried deep inside

And I'm

Only running not to face my fears

Afraid of being happy after all these years

Now I'm falling

I'm falling

Through my own battleground

And I'm crawling

I'm crawling

'Cause I can't hear a single sound

It doesn't matter how far I try to run

I'm always moving away from the sun

I am caught in a black hole

I am caught in a black hole

I've been fighting to feel alive

But I could never find my alkaline

I might be laughing but I'm dead inside

Can you see through my disguise?

At this point I am too afraid to ask

What lies beneath this ominous mask

My hopes have always been down, so low

The sun vanished for me long ago

I'm just cheating myself, I just run and hide

From the happiness that is buried deep inside

And I'm

Only running not to face my fears

Afraid of being happy after all these years

Now I'm falling

I'm falling

Through my own battleground

And I'm crawling

I'm crawling

'Cause I can't hear a single sound

It doesn't matter how far I try to run

I'm always moving away from the sun

I am caught in a black hole

I am caught in a black hole

Even little things are overwhelming

And that is fact, don't try to tell me

I am struggling with my life

It’s the same night after night

So believe me when I say:

"You're not alone"

Now I'm falling

I'm falling

Through my own battleground

And I'm crawling

I'm crawling

'Cause I can't hear a single sound

It doesn't matter how far I try to run

I'm always moving away from the sun

I am caught in a black hole

I am caught in a black hole

I am caught in a black hole

I am caught in a black hole