[Intro]

I'm just procrastinating

[Chorus]

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

[Verse]

I'd put my pride down, set it aside now

And fantasize 'bout how it would be better if I said the way I felt

Instead of somethin' else

I'll tell you everythin' until I'm nothin' but a shеll of myself

'Cause I'm nothin' without my thoughts

Or the things that causе my brain to rot

I can't help it, I feel helpless

I hate that I felt this way and there's me to blame

[Chorus]

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

It's been so long since I woke up not feeling like this

I try my best just to ignore it, but I can't hold it in

I try my best just to be honest, don't know where to begin

I'd put my pride down for me not to feel this again

[Outro]

It's the last one