Where the hell did the past six months go

Obsessed with wasted time

I’m so far behind

Been stuck in a low place

Too drunk to know

Put on a fake happy face

Put on a show

Staring at the ceiling

Went too far again

Finding my way out

Searching for some paradise

Can’t find a way to keep my satisfied

Back into my old ways

One step forward two steps back

Will I see the problem

One step forward two steps back

Chasing yesterday

I say too little and I say too much

They still have no idea why I’m even here

Pull myself out of this mess

Got somewhere to go

I’m letting myself down

I’ll do this on my own

Staring at the ceiling

Went too far again

Finding my way out

Searching for some paradise

Can’t find a way to keep my satisfied

Back into my old ways

One step forward two steps back

Will I see the problem

One step forward two steps back

Chasing yesterday

(Yesterday)

Honestly I’m scared for myself

When will I learn

Searching for some paradise

Can’t find a way to keep my satisfied

Back into my old ways

One step forward two steps back

Will I see the problem

One step forward two steps back

Chasing yesterday

(Yesterday)