Falling apart -

As if the seams don't exist

Choked by the stench of this dug up shit

It’s hard to breathe but it's harder to leave

And now I'm frantic over what you perceive

Push then pull then push you away..

And pray this panic starts to fade!

Defeat me. Deplete me

We all know you complete me

Patrol me. Extol me

We all know you control me

I wish the silence found a way to calm my nerves

But all it does is pull me out of my sleep

Hold it in till the sin finds a surface to breach

Secrets become the only silence I keep!

Not a plea to be heard

Not one God damn word

In shame, my head bows

It doesn’t fucking matter now

Remorse! Just let it take it's course

Push then pull then push you away...

And pray this panic starts to fade!

Defeat me. Deplete me

We all know you complete me

Patrol me. Extol me

We all know you control me