dissection - Intellectual

[Verse]

You're now listening to surgery (Surgery)

Surgery

[Chorus]

I'm not done, I don't know if I'm ready

Injection, I don't know if I'm steady

Shoot the gun, everything is just so heavy

Dissection, I'm just cutting up my body

Look at myself and it's always so upsetting

Ignore my health to fit into what I'm wearing

Tell myself that I gotta keep on repressing

Inside a shell, and I don't know how I'm gonna break it

[Post-Chorus]

Ice in the walls, ice— ice when I walk through

I'm so cold, I'm— I'm so cold, too

Can you hold me? Can you hold me? I'm going blue

Have you told me? Could you tell if anything is true?

[Verse]

I'll start being nice to me, I doubt it

I'm getting second chances too much

Working on my betterment, I doubt it

I'm afraid that I'm going too far

[Bridge]

Can't you put up a fight?

Stepping over the light

But I know you can pass it

Eyes pouring, like a faucet

You keep on losing your shit

Your arms are lacerated

You wanna be sedated

Oh (Oh, oh, oh-oh)

You care about your life?

Wanna go in the light

You say you wanna stop it

You say that you are on it

You say that you are honest