Released on June 7, 2023

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(Verse 1)

Yeah

These are diaries alright

Sometimes happy right before a different light

Carry all things I’ve been told, I done seen

When I go to sleep it repeats in the night

I was told by a flower that a bee took pollen

At a time she was younger

And the bee still lives

Even though he really stung her

The flower shed tears

Even after a couple years

I was trying to console her

Tell her еverything is fine when I’m holding back my own

And I know it’s fuckеd up but I don’t know what to do

If I ever see the bee he gon wish it wasn’t true

Because nothing ever grants for the pain he put you through

(Chorus)

Sometimes I don’t even wanna be seen

Sometimes life is way too heavy on me

Sometimes I wish I had a little more peace

Sometimes I wish I could help those who say please

Sometimes I wanna end the world in my dreams

Sometimes I be getting mad at all things

Sometimes I don’t know the place that I’m in

Sometimes I’m really blind (I’m really blind)

(Verse 2)

The flower don’t talk ‘cause she feels too loved

But she wanna speak out

‘Cause it’s way too much

(Yeah it’s way too much)

(Yeah it’s way too much)

I had a really bad dream

Where he did the same thing

And it was right in front of me

I couldn’t move my arms

And I couldn’t even speak

That’s how I really feel

She’s so vigor

I’m so proud

But my heart feels bitter

How much would I give just to see you feel better

How much would I give just to see you- (feel better)

That shit is in the past now

I’ll keep watering this flower ‘till the day my lungs collapse now

And I’ll give you what you earn

‘Cause although some petals burn

I can see how you done learn

Through your words

And if your soul does not feel heard

Keep in mind everybody who would never have you hurt

‘Cause a flower ain’t as frail

In a garden full of dirt

And a sunny day is better

Than the cloudy mental work

(Chorus)

Sometimes I don’t even wanna be seen

Sometimes life is way too heavy on me

Sometimes I wish I had a little more peace

Sometimes I wish I could help those who say please

Sometimes I wanna end the world in my dreams

Sometimes I be getting mad at all things

Sometimes I don’t know the place that I’m in

Sometimes I’m really blind (I’m really blind)