It breaks my heart to see you so far away

When our souls would grow together in each waking day

Because in truth, I miss when I could call you bae

And beside the darkness in my heart, it feels like Hell I pay

Fuck

I feel like shit, I gave up way too soon

Reminiscent of moments loving you

At others, I feel my decision requisite, I’m crested with thoughts of what I shouldn’t do

Past tense now, oh, wow, really want to blame me for the pain?

Said hurtful shit we both never should say

Now you forget the mutual mistakes?

Forgiveness can’t be intermittent

Divisive on your feelings; you love and hate

Either way, regretful we lay awake

Lost in thought, I remain throughout the day

Questions of worth or

Time investment

Sick of lies I’m telling

Then and now

I’m reckless

But even still, you got me breathless

I see your text and I’m reminded this feeling’s endless, and

It breaks my heart to see you so far away

When our souls would grow together in each waking day

Because in truth, I miss when I could call you bae

And beside the darkness in my heart, it feels like Hell I pay

Woke up today and I missed you

Not the same from before, but you’re essential

Your name’s etched into the end of this pencil

And the eraser for the plague in your mental

Wait

Let’s just chill, no need for feels

We’ll skip the tears

And maybe later we can shift the gears

To reverse the hurt, like what’s the purpose?

On this Earth to love and nurture

Show me mercy

Merci

For all of the good that you’ve done

I might pick up the gun

With love, ammunition

With you, always fun

And no matter of what

I just want you to know

That you’ll still be my one

If we grew apart, you’d still be inn my heart

I don’t hate you for that, you’re just playing your part

No more regrets, till I run out of lead

Run the page to the back, it’s the story thus far