understand it - Intellectual

[Chorus]

Sick to my stomach, girl, you know I want it

Want to feel it, want it (Ginseng forever, BabyAudio)

Can't understand it, you know I can't understand it

Want you to understand it (Forever)

Don't want my heart to close, want you to expand it

I got trauma, don't want drama

And if I break, you don't want things to get hot, like a sauna

Yeah, things get rough, gotta keep pushin' and stack the commas

I know I take things for granted sometimes, but I don't wanna

Gotta tell myself these thoughts not real, cannot let them, not gonna

Pain surreal, out the grave, yeah, not nirvana

I know it's pain, no gain, but I'm still feelin' the same

Just tryna switch up my lane, but I'm still losin' my brain

So I just remain here, in the rain

Gotta maintain, mama and family gotta sustain

Yeah, it's call of fate, think I'm really goin' insane

Unlock it, won every game, so I could go and play it