Released on January 1, 1999

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Life isn't fair through all this regret, I haven’t found a way to start over yet

What I wished for can't be held

Betrayed by life, it's fucking cold

I lived this life, found I had enough

Things have changed so much from back when, seems I’ve lost touch

I've been betrayed and I've, I've been burned

I gave it all, my love, but I never learned

Looking at the past, don't like what I've seen

And it's been fucked up constantly

Why can't the end come soon enough?

Let it all die, I don’t give a fuck

I thrived on pain, it’s all I know

Don't understand why I don’t let go

Clenching my fist, stand strong

But it's real hard when things are going wrong

I lived this life, found I had enough

Things have changed so much from back when, seems I've lost touch

I've been betrayed and I’ve, I've been burned

I gave it all, my love, but I never learned

Time after time, I was always let down

A lonely king wears a fucking lonely crown

Now it's all over I've been put behind and fuck the past because it never was mine

I gave so much and I've came up short, even all after that I fought

You made my life so fucking hard

You let me down

You left me scarred

Was let down. By this life. Will it ever change. Nothing is right

I'm stressed out. Can't get ahead. Must be strong. Or be dead

Was let down. By this life. Will it ever change. Nothing is right

I'm stressed out. Can't get ahead. Must be strong. Or be dead

Or be dead