Released on March 14, 2025

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[Chorus]

Another night lost in this torment

The spoils of our souls now far from reach

Time turned off the spotlight

But we don't know it, and it's far from where we'll meet

Another cry lost in nonsense

Bound by the shackles of Yesterday

Peace of mind under crossfire

It's the wrong end, to become just strangers again


[Verse 1]

Just the bitter cold

Of yet another lone night

Inner solitude

Tainted by the echoes

Of bright outside lights

Remnants of past life

What's left is our demise

Shrouded anguish

Of these drought-ridden

Heartache's plies

All there's left is me

Laid distraught

Lost in the thoughts

Of a different life

Do I truly miss us?

False potential of it all

Recollecting all the damning flaws

Of the last days' dread

Us the dining dead

Droning meals away

While restraining unsolved doubts

Further drifting astray

Dissolute tears

Enclose this maimed scenery

It runs the movie

I never wanted again to see

Mildewed nostalgia of days lost

In these washed up ruins

All those endless nights

Tearing up ancient wounds

Me and you meandering pyres

In faithless doom

Bodies just meters apart

Flooded by fears

Floating relics

..Adrift we depart


[Chorus]

Another cry lost in nonsense

Bound by the phantoms of Yesteryear

Peace of mind under crossfire

It's a dead end, to become just strangers again

The echoes of our own torment

Scattered across the spots that were between

The height of our lost moments

Erased off our minds, anymore we won't need


[Verse 2]

Chained with metallic electrodes

I've been asked to throw away everything that was yours

I've been told to play nice

By the white coats

Yet nothing suffices

To describe

The eroded roads in my mind

Sensual disconnection now dampening

Observing us lost in blossom fields of clear spring

Deafening any fear

Could die right now

In a feeling I'd forgotten

You made me once live, somehow

I am exactly where I wanted to be

Yet my body is debris

Floating - swayed by moving stills

That recapture it all

The flush of blood in seeing your eyes

The almighty rush of getting lost in them

That'll always arise

Taste sour poems

Thirst of wishes resigned

Of eternal spotless concepts

That could just be divine

Yet I recall seeing your hand

In one that wasn´t mine

So this blind eye

Doesn´t fathom these juxtaposed lies

No blissful prayers

Only lost hopes denied

Our past now been disavowed

I sense his presence

No idea what's damaged

But it's all getting warped and torn apart

So I need something new..


[Verse 3]

..I'm hiding in the purity of my childhood

There is something cruel and deep taking me away from you

Blinded by the waters rising high

Recollection of your face

Swept in blue air tide

Savour salty lips and ocean eyes

I take what's left

Of our drifting frail relics

'Fore they're swept aside

I clench my teeth and pull our bodies away

Seeking refuge in the safe house

We first met

But never stayed

Now I wish I could go back

And change those days

I wish I'd steered the wreckage

In the right way

Please let me cling to this memory

Take all you need away from me

But not this


[Refrain]

I want to see how deep it goes from here


[Verse 4]

So look at me

Remember everything

Lost in the morning

Transcend the senseless meaning

Toss all reason aside

Meet me in Montauk

You'll come and tell me about us

And we'll simply start over

I rush like there's no other day

To take what should be the wrong train

Swiftly moving my feet as my brain won't budge

In a movement of sharp muscle memory

My body's not going where it's supposed to be

I owe myself to accept living moments like this

'Cause all our lives are made of choices

And all of them brought us here

Following the red tinged trail voices of lost forgotten dreams

Seeing something that should mean nothing

The world forgetting, and by the world forgotten

I have no idea what to say as my soul controls the movement

It decides what I need to do

And all I know this life's far from over, not until I meet you


[Refrain]

I want to see how deep it goes from here