[Verse 1]
Early in the mornin'
When your eyes are swollen
When your hair's a mess
And your lips taste like a cigarette
Isn't this somethin'?
Am I lovesick?
Or is this some kind of trick?
In the meantime
I'll lay still
Left to my own devices
[Verse 2]
And each and every evenin'
Without reason
I waste your time 'cause it comes cheap
Then it's gone in a heartbeat
I know you're not sleepin'
Did I hurt your feelings?
Now you're lost in a crowd
Our silence so loud
In the meantime
I'll wait here alone
With my own devices
[Verse 3]
How long has it been
Since you said somethin'
I've wanted to hear
Just say what you mean
And each and every evenin'
I smash your favorite things
I fuck myself to sleep
Leave the phone to ring
Be still my heart
I hate being here
With my own devices