I stay up later recently and question myself endlessly

More and more I start to see the person that I’m meant to be;

My inner monster, a disappointer, claw up thoughts until I rot

And every day’s the same

I’m sick of me

I’m so sick of all of you

I’m afraid of this monster inside of me, but I like to peek in so curiously

Drags me inside down to my knees

It eats me up like a cannibal, so I resort to an Adderall

Just 1 pill to chill and 5 pills to kill

Shot of NyQuil so I can sit still

Why’d you treat me like an animal?

Toss me to the side like I’m expendable?

Light up my fuse, I’m so flammable

Back up before I break your mandible

Why’re you even mad? It’s just the old shit

You treat it like you never even saw it

Back up or fight

I’m never seeing the light

I am the scene of the crime

Cause people never want to listen to my...

Voices and emotions swallow me whole into these oceans

Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?

Endless shots of Hennessy spiraling down into the end of me

Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?

Listen! No, you don’t listen!

You back me up all the way to the kitchen!

Swallow my pills, so I can silence the voice

I’m banging my head just to beat and drown out the noise

Thin out the blood in my flow, so I can go sleep and pass out on the floor

But you just don’t ever listen

Fuck all you heathens

Pass over me while I’m bleeding

Waiting for that little halo

Not even a little “hello”?

Tired of all the hell no’s

All I want is to be seen

Find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah

Waiting for that little halo

Not even a little “hello”?

Tired of all the hell no’s

All I want is to be seen

Find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah

Waiting for that little halo

Not even a little “hello”?

Tired of all the hell no’s

All I want is to be seen

Find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah

Waiting for that little halo

Not even a little “hello”?

Tired of all the hell no’s

All I want is to be seen

Find out answers to life’s meaning, yeah

Why’d you treat me like an animal?

Toss me to the side like I’m expendable?

Light up my fuse, I’m so flammable

Back up before I break your mandible

Why’re you even mad? It’s just the old shit

You treat it like you never even saw it

Back up or fight

I’m never seeing the light

I am the scene of the crime

Cause people never want to listen to my...

Voices and emotions swallow me whole into these oceans

Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?

Endless shots of Hennessy spiraling down into the end of me

Who am I? Who am I? Who am I?