Released on November 21, 2019

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[Chorus]

Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay

Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down


[Verse 1]

I'm feelin' broken, like no one hears a single word I've ever spoken

And all these voices in my head are now awoken

Why is it that everything I touch just starts erodin'?

Fuck it, no that ain't true

Tell me it's all a lie

Tell me I'm giving purpose to someone before I die

Tell me whatever happened to it doesn't hurt to try

Why do I feel pain for simply bein' alive?

Every day I'm confused, every day is a fight

Fallin' deeper with time, I'm slowly losin' the light

Really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright

I really wish I was normal, not fakin' I'm alright

Sit alone in my room, just barely gettin' along

Sometimes I start to question who would care if I was gone

Maybe only my family, dad, brother, and mom

While I'm still alive and breathin' someone prove to me I'm wrong


[Chorus]

Broken down

Broken down, I'm losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now (Hopeless now), I can't pretend I'm okay

Constant hell, I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down


[Verse 2]

Why does this feel like a confession?

Like I've let somebody down for strugglin' with depression

How can I save me from myself? My own mind is a weapon

That I battle every day while starin' at my reflection

I keep all of this hid—probably why it builds up

Put on a fake smile but inside my body is cut

All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

All I ever really wanted in this life was some love

But I push it away, sometimes my life is too much

And that don't make any sense, but somehow writin' it does

I'm growin' weak in my body, think I got no one to trust

So what's the point in me tryin' when tryin's leaving me stuck?

Do I deserve all the blame, does anyone feel the same?

Why do I keep on breakin' down over and over again?

Start to wonder to myself if this is ever gon' end

Is this ever gon' end? Cause I'm—


[Chorus]

Broken down (Broken), I'm losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay

Constant hell (Constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down

Broken down (Broken), I'm losing all of my strengths

Hopeless now, I can't pretend I'm okay

Constant hell (Constant hell), I wish I could move on from all this pain

Broken down