[Verse 1]

This neighbourhood is scary like the conjuring

They see me outside of the party and say don't let him in

It’s cool though, I'm used to always being last

And like Andre, I'm the bigger OutKast

Today I’ll be here but tomorrow I'll be gone again

Ever since I drop my first tape they keep hollering

Asking for a feature or a studio session

But you're not my real friend if you just keep begging

Look

I shot my shot, now they hear me all on soundcloud

Now they laugh when they see me walking through the town

This ain't a town no more, this a graveyard

Nobody got a brain herе, that's too far

My dick's hard, gave me head, that's a hеad stone

Snuck a phone into jail, that's a cell phone

If you want, we can fuck while your man’s gone

Nothing serious, I keep her in the friend zone

[Verse 2]

I’m not going back, that place is not for me no

Chillest motherfucker in the game like Smino

I'm tryna live a good ass life like Leo’s

These bitches at club come in threes like Trios

Buying all these clothes second hand, no shame

Can my friends read my face, can they tell that I'm in pain

I really hope they can cause I never wanna say

All of the shit that is stuck in my brain

All I wanna do is be for me a second

Write for a living and have a few children

I really I hope I do but the way that I'm feeling

Got me having dreams where I'm not the same person

Losing every part of me with every bill I’m earning

Tryna keep my head on with all the shit I'm learning

Even when you're gone all these thoughts keep turning

I hate to see the sun so I've closed all my curtains

Tryna speak to god but I don't know if he's real

I just wanna live, but you just wanna kill

I just Tryna win, but you wanna see my fail

My mind is now a prison

I'm never paying bail

I could do it all but I don't

I stay inside my house, in my home

Call me if you need but you won't

Blame it on me, I'm a joke

Sometimes I wish I wasn't here

Number one, lame kid of the year

Going parties and I'm sipping on a ‘Wieser

Used to be dumb but I'm wiser

I just wanna win, gold medal, the olympics

Rapping ain't sport but it feels just like it

If you ain't got the brains or the heart keep talking

And if you ain't patient like us keep walking

But I'm waiting

For some better days

Watch the clouds fade away, feel the sun rays

But I forgot that we're here in the U.K

And the rain comes back on the next day

Can you stay with me?

Until the night comes?

We fuck in the night, call the night cum

I know you evil with a mask like Jason

I know you trying

To Get passion

[Verse 3]

Wake up Oli

You are going on

Grab the mic, read the lyrics to a few songs

I walk out and I see the whole world

From the dads, and the moms and the boys and the girls

And the pearls that I bought my bitch last year

And all she gave me were a few tears

Hold onto my pillow like she's still here

Whenever you're gone, I can't see clear

You turned me to a monster and I never changed back

You made me so depressed, you can never change that

I blame it on you when I know it's on me

Tell me who to call when I'm out there in the scene, huh?

Who gone be there?

Man I'm too scared

I see a guy I don't know and I feel fear

I know it's dumb but I do, and I still care

And I still care