Released on July 20, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Already feel like I’m getting too old to waste all of my time

Can’t face the guilt when I know half my life’s not even mine to decide

But when you’ve already spent your day doing whatever your boss has to say

It can be hard to have the motivation to do something just for me


[Chorus]

Sometimes I want to be boring, but I hate letting myself down

Should write a song or be drawing, but I just wanna go lie down

I know that I should be productive

But I can’t force myself to feel it

When I don’t feel it


[Verse 2]

Sit at my desk job, watching the clock and counting the hours go by

Daydream of all the millions of things I could do if I just had the time

But when you’ve already had enough of never doing the things that you love

It can’t be hard to improve yourself when everything else is so tough


[Chorus]

Sometimes I want to be boring, but I hate letting myself down

Should write a song or be drawing, but I just wanna go lie down

I know that I should be productive

But I can’t force myself to feel it

When I don’t feel it


[Bridge]

I’ve got too much on my plate to waste my evening plans (To waste my evening plans)

I’ve got too much on my plate to waste the time I have (Waste the time I have)

I’ve got too much on my plate to

Waste the time I have


[Chorus]

Sometimes I want to be boring, but I hate letting myself down

Should write a song or be drawing, but I just wanna go lie down

I know that I should be productive

But I can’t force myself to feel it

When I don’t feel it