Headspace - Intellectual

[Intro]

I wake up

Start my day with thoughts

Thoughts I'm trying to forget

Well I'm trying

I'm trying, I'm trying

[Verse 1]

I've got a feeling

That when they see me they don't know

I like to think

My secrets safe inside my head

[Pre-Chorus 1]

Pretend like I can handle my own demons

Faking like I have got this figured out

I know that if I had the chance to end this now

I just might consider it

[Chorus]

It's only when I-when I start to think

That I'll break, take another step towards the edge

Burn all I know, they'll never know

I really hate myself

And when I'm scrеaming through this madness

Well, I feel alone

Light thе match and hide the hatchet

[Refrain]

I'll hide my face, they'll never see it

They'll think I need them, that I can't beat this

My headspace, it is resistant

So keep your distance I'm gonna need it

[Verse 2]

I've got this bad bad feeling again

I just can't help it

And when I get these feelings I can't

Can't process anything

So I'm waiting for the chance to get going

'Cause I can't risk the chance of you knowing

[Chorus]

It's only when I, when I start to think

That I'll break, take another step towards the edge

Burn all I know, they'll never know

I really hate myself

And when I'm screaming through this madness

Well, I feel alone

Light the match and hide the hatchet

[Verse 3]

But I'll dream

Of a time that I sleep at night

Without this bad bad feeling in me

I see my problems

They only makes it worse

Alone my dark dark thinking begins

[Bridge]

Tell me how, tell me how you see me?

Tell me do, tell me do you see it?

Tell me how, tell me how you see me

Tell me do, tell me do you see it?

'Cause this mask is worn down and I've had it

I can't keep pretending that I'm okay

'Cause I swear I can't keep all these habits

In time I'll break

[Breakdown]

'Cause I'll go through the motions

Pretending that I'm okay

I'm not okay

Why can't I change?