Amends and dead ends

Hold your heart like a martyr

What a shame oh what a shame

We've been left here to suffer

Three years took a part of me

Once blind but now I see

That everything that was wrong with me was brought on by complacency

I was getting high on constant fights and losing count of sleepless nights, I wandered endlessly

Knowing every second that I was I torn between what I thought I wanted and what I need

Truest colours slip into a shade of grey

Sever the ties, forget my name

For all the times I lay awake at night, when tossing and turning you corrupt my mind

I trusted myself I would end this, sever the ties

I see the holes in all your promises and lies within the words you said

You can't look me in the eyes and expect me to forget

I stood beside you when I knew I should have walked away

The truest colours always fucking turn to grey

What a shame oh what a shame

We've been left here to suffer

Fuck

Waste my time

It all ends the same

That old bitter taste

Thrown back in my face

I was getting high on constant fights and losing count of sleepless nights, I wandered endlessly

Knowing every second that I was I torn between what I thought I wanted and what I need

What a waste, what a waste

You chose to throw this away

Looking back I though that we were the same

What a waste, what a waste

You chose to throw this away

How is it that you feel no shame

I can taste the lies on your breath

The spark has faded, our sun has set

That old bitter taste, thrown back in my face

White noise in my head has now faded away

I gave you everything you want now forget my name

I got caught, I was lost in your bullshit

You're a fake you're a snake and the whole word knows it

We are nothing the same