(It's the craziest shit I've ever heard, past, present, future, um)

They been feeling like a motherfucking postman

Living the dream sending letters back to fans

I've been feeling a motherfucking postwoman because I am (I am)

They touring around the world

I been on my rounds around the town

Touring in my mind

Beats in the headphones

Rhyming stuff with names I read on the mailbox

Ain't making no diamonds

But just like Bobby I been feeling Under Pressure

Go home to shawty she always lift it off my shoulders

Everything's amazing, it's trash, matter of fact it might be average

That's how I look at life

That's also how I look at my raps

Ten motherfucking millions of demons

In my head want me to be dead

Playing paper scissor rock bottom

I can't combat them

Grab the scissors slit my wrists

I think I need an exorcist

These years we see I don't wanna see them

Hate the present like the grumpy old man talking about the past

Cause back way back

When it took me three weeks to gather money for a pack of cigarettes

Beef you did it face to face

The town's library the only fucking place you could get access to the internet

Hell fucking yeah

I fucking cried when I got a PS3

Now everybody acting like a PHD

We used to hang around and talk all night

Now we scrolling down and missing out on life, yeah

I don't care if I'm not cool yet

Will I stay only time will tell

If I had only one day left

I couldn't wait for it all to end

Life on earth is just so average

Me I was made to fly up there

If I had only one day left

I couldn't wait for it all to end

I'm stuck inside nostalgia

Work because I have to

Thinking about the days when I had a

Smile yeah the brightest

Not because I used Crest

But cause that happy face was really honest

Sweet sweet sweet innocence of a little child

Looking at that smile

You can't even tell

That she thinks about when

Will happen the next fight

In her parent's house

Ten years old her mind's racing

She had a feeling it would happen, frightened

She can't sleep tonight, see

That's exactly what's always happening

Sun shining until dark clouds gathering

I can't even tell good memories from bad ones

I can't even yell when a flashback comes

I just stay fucking frozen

Maybe I was meant for this maybe I'm chosen

All I know is stuff I won't say in the open

Will get out on the mic

I'm ready to die anytime

I've been hurt enough for all of us

God, take me back

I don't care if I'm not cool yet

Will I stay only time will tell

If I had only one day left

I couldn't wait for it all to end

Life on earth is just so average

Me I was made to fly up there

If I had only one day left

I couldn't wait for it all to end

Crying about the past

The present never lasts

Future sounds like hell

Only time will tell

Bleeding from the past

Can't take away my life

Might just lose it all

By trynna play God

God