I just wanna make up for everything

I can't to you when I'm like this

Can't make up my mind, I just wanna cry

Why do we do this now?

Run, run, run, I don't wanna be here

It makes me so scared

Can't even cry so my thighs do it for me

Do you like the thought of that?

Yeah, I wish you would please, I'm trying so hard

I-I can't

I-I-I want to

But I just can't

So don't leave here

So many fears

I can't face her

I-I-I-I don't wanna be here

Beat myself up, It's not my fault

Wish you could understand that, yeah, I know

I can't help it, I don't mean this

Yeah, I don't deserve this

I gotta face it

Run, run, run, I don't wanna be here

It makes me so scared

Can't even cry so my thighs do it for me

Do you like the thought of that?

Yeah, I wish you would please, I'm trying so hard

What is there to do without you?

I can't be here when I'm not with you

Tell me that I'm wrong and I'd believe you

I don't trust myself, so how could you?