what i want - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

Ayo

Yo, from the start (From the start), I was stuck up (I was stuck up)

Never ever gave a fuck, yuh (Never gave a fuck)

And we always prayed for luck

'Cause from the start, I was stuck up

Never ever gave a fuck, yuh

You don't know we prayed for luck, yeah

You don't care about a muhfucka who been in some shit

You only care about your own armpits

So as I write down this song, you better clean up all yo' shit

Before I come and rip off your dick, ayy

(Ayy) Yuh, I been in some hard times

Prayin' for a miracle, these some dark times, yeah

Wanna see the bigger picture, am I fucking blind?

Well, yeah, I guess, I am fucking Blind

But you gotta rewind in time

To when I started off, just lil' youngin', don't know where to start if off

Stress caused a fire in my brain like a Molotov

In some beef? I'll ball it off

Oh man, my shit is fallin' off, that album, I should call it off

'Cause this Coronavirus shit fucked up all of us

I feel the devil's callin' us

Just wanna go and end it all

Say some shit and then I fall

I just wanna go back, yeah (Back, yeah)

'Cause, bitch, I do what I want, ayy

Never let the trouble stand in the front

Boy, you know I standin' for us, yeah

[Chorus]

Bitch, I do what I want, yeah, bitch, I do what I want, yeah

[Bridge]

666, call the Devil (Call the Devil)

Hopin' for a revel, hope to raise the levels

Gotta praise my effort, I said

666, call the Devil (Call the Devil)

Hopin' for a revel, hope to raise the levels

Gotta praise my effort, yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]

Right now we at the top of the times

I hope you understand my lizard died, yeah

My mental health ain't right, I had fight for this

I had to run for my shit, had to run for the fam

RIP, my lizard Kanye

Bitches got me poppin' like a can, ayy

Straight from the start, bitch, I never gave a damn

Bitch, I don't need your fucking hand

I don't need to understand, light this shit with thunder, man

I done got a milli' from my plans, run them bands

My shit noisy like a band or a ceiling fan

You know I'm appealing, man

I been in my feelings, man

The doctor should see me, fam

I don't know what the fuck to do, I feel like I've been cut in two

I feel like sayin' somethin' rude, but I know that my life is mine

And I gotta make the most of it, even if I ain't that close to it

Fuck a IG, I ain't gotta post to it, ayy

Bitch, I do what I want, uh, uh, do what I want, man

[Interlude: Es Devlin]

As a species, we now have to redefine what it means to be connected

A recent study shows the average person

Earnestly swipes, taps, pinches their phone a million times a year

People feel naked, inadequate and utterly vulnerable without their phone

It's a primary conduit of personal, social and work life

There are more active cell phones on the planet than people

The mobile phone is both a connection and disconnection device

And is typically placed between the human and its surroundings

Tuning the surroundings out

[Chorus]

Bitch, I do what I want, yeah, bitch, I do what I want, yeah