[Intro]

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you see right through me

I keep trying, but I can't quit you

When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary

Know I'm trying but I can't quit you

[Verse 1: RJLDiablo]

I could never quit, I've had over 50 fits

I lost my best friend to the shit

Already miss them all, they said my shit was gonna fall

I got drip, Niagara Falls, buy you a dress from the mall

Head to the stadium to show you I can ball

When you left I would bawl

Thinkin' 'bout the times you did me wrong

But my memories are gone

I kinda miss lookin' at the IG

We were best friends, but I guess now you wanna fight me

And I know that I ain't no Spike Lee

You wanna kill RJ, despite mе

Being in the light, see

I made thе Cartmen, I made your life

I'll show you that I live when I get me a wife

I never made Goku knife

But if he did, then I'm sorry for the nights that I cried; yeah

[Chorus]

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you see right through me

I keep trying, but I can't quit you

When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary

Know I'm trying but I can't quit you

[Verse 2: RJLDiablo]

I 'member times was great, 'til I said your sister raped

Then shit got under way, man, I miss when we would play

Games on the way to the server, but you know I ain't afraid

I might've called people gay, but you tried to ruin me

Now you goin' by Sum

And I just wish we could go back to lovin' guns

Now shit ain't no fun, I wanted to end it all

Somehow you bend it all, remind me of my cousin

Wasn't lyin' when you said you liked makin'

People cry and people die, fill my glass with wine

As I talk about how I hate you and I miss you

Best friend online, you helped me with the stress

If I was stuck in a mess; I'd just go to servers and finnesse

Thinkin' 'bout out servers made me rest

'Cause insomnia used to get the best

Of me, but shit's gettin' tougher

Put this gun against my chest

[Chorus]

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you

See right through me, I keep trying, but I can't quit you

When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary

Know I'm trying but I can't quit you

[Verse 3: RJLDiablo]

We all know what it did, we all know that I hid

Bitch, I wanna make it through

I ain't wanna take a 2

I ain't wanna fuck with you

I just wanna go back and tutor you

I just wanted to help you get back

At the end of the day, we all ended in ways

They threatened my life, stay in bed and cry twice

Am I insane; am I right?

This the pain that's inside

I wanted to spread awareness on the situation

But you just wanted to ruin it, bitch, you give me irritation

But maybe we were never gonna make it work

Goodbye... see you in a few years

When you get a bald patch like Kirk

In the Trenches like Lil Durk

And the medals I've earned

Man, they're nothing to your 21 kill count

I wonder if the pills count

To help me be a druggy, or do I just still pout

Over nothin', maybe you were good for me?

Just give one message to the motherfuckin' hood for me

[Chorus]

Fill a glass 'til I'm messy 'cause its like you

See right through me, I keep trying, but I can't quit you

When I crash and I'm empty: know the highs just temporary

Know I'm trying but I can't quit you