Released on March 6, 2021

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[Intro]

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson

Ayy, huh

Godlow on the track


[Verse 1]

It's some cold nights in the city when I'm 'round you

This ain't my hand I'll hand you, your father used to back-hand you

I know that I'm a man too, but we is different

K.A.M., stop it with a shit, uh

We made your dress, but you still wanna kill us?

Say we don't love women and we only wanna feel 'em

(Bitch, you ain't even that objectified, yeah)

(I swear, Cardi B wanted to make herself like that, the game didn't tell her to, uh)

Huh, bitch


[Chorus]

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson, uh


[Verse 2]

Hey, it's Eric Godlow on the beat

Yeah, she a monster in the sheets

It's a wagwan, man, it's a greet

And your diss wasn't even that deep

You wanna fuck with me, I'm from the streets

Got lobster and steak, doner kebab my favourite meat

You a chav or a roadman? You don't even know man

Uh, I been sippin' on my Kool-Aid 'fore you came, I came from the road, man

It was only recently when I decided to go gang

(Man, fuck giving my life to the laws, bro)

('Dem feds, man, them killing mandem, woah)

Huh, bitch


[Chorus]

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson, uh


[Verse 3]

Uh, pull up to shawty's crib in some brand new shoes

That's some brand new Lou's

From a brand-new school, you a fan? You cool?

I'm a man, you too, made some bands, hoo-hoo

Other gang, who, who? What will your brand do you?

Uh, I'm like Bruce Wayne, man, in my brand new car

And it's just like kekma.net, I just got some new scars

I wanna go back (Bad blood), oh wait, I went too far

Uh, it's R.J. and I'm back with a new song

(Woah, woah), ayy


[Bridge]

Don't give no expectations (No)

This life, I can't explain it (I can't)

With life, bitch, just be patient (Be that, yeah)

You ain't no James Bond agent (Haha)

Woah, oh


[Chorus]

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson

I just lost my best friend today, 21st of the 2nd

Will I ever recover, I don't reckon

What life am I expectin'?

I'm just breezing through life, but I gotta learn my lesson, uh-huh


[Outro]

Yeah (Yeah, RJ on some heat, boy)