Now how I look so different

I hope you would just listen

I ain't the boy you were used to

Feeling like an echo

Wanna be a hero

When it goes down I go down with it, yeah

Stay around it ain't what you thinking, yeah

Light a match, get it lit

Fuck the woe inside of me

Drink the pain away from me no

Hearing my voice in the background

Feeling that I'm nearing the comedown

Feeling lost in the compound

The world starts spinning around

It's time to put myself back to its place

I'm so torn I don't feel any pain

An empty box with holes and no space

Now I'm sure I lost the rage

Keeping my feet to the ground

Moving yet making no sound, tryna

Get away off from the cloud

Wondering if I'll ever learn yeah

Well you know well that I'm lost, I'm lost

And the "lost" ain't with a low cost, low cost

I'll find a way to deserve ya

And I will find a way to re-earn ya

'Cause I hope you know however low I may go

I'll always find my way back to you

I'm dead inside

I'm left with no one by my side

The empty space around me forces me to hide

The tears I cry they all have dried yeah

I don't feel like I'm real

It's the voice in the back of my head

Dried scars throws me back to my bed

Under sheets I'm lying like I'm dead

I'm dead

And I will find a way to deserve ya

And I will find a way to re-earn ya

'Cause I hope you know however low I may go

I'll always find my way back to you

How I look so different

Hope you would just listen

Ain't the boy you were used to

Feeling like an echo

Wanna be a hero

I will find a way to deserve ya

And I will find a way to re-earn ya

'Cause I hope you know however low I may go

I'll always find my way back to you

How I look so different

I hope you would just listen

I ain't the boy you were used to

Wanna be a hero

How I look so different

I hope you would just listen