[Intro: Unknown Female Vocalist]

Ha ha ha ha, fuck this Octane, this shit good

[Verse I: Octane]

I made a lot of mistakes in the past, but we all know that was before you

That pretty red hair and the way that you freak, baby you know I adore you

The lyrics I spin and the shit that I means, all of that bullshit was for you

There's lots of times where I don't really speak, just want you to know I don't mean to ignore you

You know they gon' lock it for more than a while, if you need something I'm on the dial

After I'm done might send you the file, cause I just love seeing you smile

For you, I'm going for miles, love how you fuck, I'm gonna give you a child

The way you be loving is wild, think that I'm freaky, but this just a trial

On a call you saying you sleepy, come here, lay in my bed

But sometimes you toxic, like, you always play in my head

And as I go, if he runnin' up, then he dead

I'm making money, like, I finna show you this bread

I know back then I done make some mistakes, said things that's giving me hate

Gave bitches my heart that just let it break, go bitches I never should date

But that made me stronger, I'm just carrying weight, fixed myself up cause it's never too late

Now who's gonna make sure that you're in the right state? I think that it's me!

[Chorus: Octane]

'Cause I've been falling on my knees

And tearing out the pages and pages of all that we were

A vacant reminder of lines that we blurred, my love

Until I write the ending you deserve

[Post-Chorus: Octane and Livingston]

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh-oh

Oh-oh

[Verse II: Octane]

Tryna not cry cause I'm filled up with sorrow, wonderin' if I'll be different tomorrow

Write another song just to fix up the vamos, yeah, I'm in love, but a piece of my heart broke

But now our message is trending, deep in the trench and I'm sorry, we're empty

Don't want to lose you, not just be friendly, something, I wish just something would end me

And I get what I did, it was dumb, but shit like this happens, we still only young

Not really sure what we gonna become, I don't feel sadness no more, I'm just numb

Just tell me the problem, girl, don't try to run, new problems goes and then comes

But I think that I have an obsession, don't say I'm like them, all you asses is bums

I've be trying to pour out my heart, but the shit barely even got blood

Sometimes I feel like someone's tearing me apart, and I barely know how to love

Even if it means that we gotta restart, start to feel like this shit is a drug

Being honest I need me a, being honest, I need me a hug

When I think of how bad I fucked up, sometimes I just wanna end it

Hoping this letter to you is enough, cause all of this, just taught me a lesson

All that I wanna be is your man, but I don't even know who I am

Think about this, some shit I can't stand; honestly, all I can say now is damn!

[Chorus: Octane]

'Cause I've been falling on my knees

And tearing out the pages and pages of all that we were

A vacant reminder of lines that we blurred, my love

[Bridge: Octane]

Cause I just can't ignore that all the ink

Has just begun to dry

And no matter how I try, I could never just reach you in time

So I just erase and I'll rewrite the lines, my love

[Refrain: Octane]

Until I write the ending you deserve

[Post-Chorus: Octane and Livingston]

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh-oh

Oh-oh

[Outro: Octane]

Until I write the ending you deserve