Released on May 18, 2021

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I'm walking against

The currents, dampening

My feet into my thoughts

Twirling lights that

Lead me to nowhere


I have made

You a slave of your

Blindness and self-ignorance


Faded

Pictures I yearn

As they go away


Painting landscapes

Non-existent


Concealed in a cage

I try to find a way

To rifle through my mind

And find the key that

Will unlock that door


You can't break

The latch on a chest

From the unknown

Faded

Pictures I yearn

As they go away


Will you help me see?

Will you help me be?

Will you look away or set me free?


When somеtimes resound in the wind

Thе unheard echoes of my cries

I see the light in the end

Coming through the glass

And guiding the path to

The icon in me


Why does it feel like I'm daydreaming?

Why? the reflection in the mirror is not mine!


Silent root digging deep inside

Makes me lost in reverie

And this body doesn't feel like home


Fire and ice

Come from my soul against my will


Faded

Pictures I yearn

As they go away

As I’m remaining withered

On my own

Will you help me see?

Will you help me be?

Will you look away or set me free?


When sometimes resound in the wind

The unheard echoes of my cries

I beg the winds of my fate:

End this retribution

Bring me peace and

Take me there

“Silent root digging deep inside Makes me lost in reverie And this body doesn’t feel like home”
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This indicates the deep internal struggle and the feeling of alienation from one’s own body and mind, as dementia progresses.

“When sometimes resound in the wind The unheard echoes of my cries”
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This can be interpreted as the silent suffering and the unheard challenges that a person with dementia faces, often unnoticed or misunderstood by others.

“Painting landscapes Non-existent”
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The creation of false memories or altered realities, a common aspect of dementia where the person might remember things differently or fabricate new memories.

“Why does it feel like I’m daydreaming? Why? the reflection in the mirror is not mine!”
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This represents the loss of self-identity, a common experience in dementia where individuals might not recognize themselves or feel disconnected from who they once were.

“I’m walking against The currents, dampening My feet into my thoughts Twirling lights that Lead me to nowhere”
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This represents the confusion and disorientation experienced by someone with dementia. The “twirling lights” and “nowhere” direction evoke a sense of being lost or unable to find a clear path, akin to the cognitive challenges faced in dementia.

“You can’t break The latch on a chest From the unknown”
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Again, the guttural voice talks denoting the unpredictable and uncontrolled nature of dementia, where the answers or solutions are often unknown or out of reach.

“I see the light in the end Coming through the glass And guiding the path to The icon in me”
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This represent moments of clarity or lucidity, where the person momentarily finds their sense of self.

“Faded Pictures I yearn As they go away As I’m remaining withered On my own”
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Reiterating the theme of fading memories and the loneliness and isolation that can accompany dementia.

“Concealed in a cage I try to find a way To rifle through my mind And find the key that Will unlock that door”
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This symbolizes the feeling of being imprisoned by the disease, with the individual desperately seeking to unlock their mind and access their memories or thoughts.

“I beg the winds of my fate: End this retribution Bring me peace and Take me there”
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This is a plea for relief from the struggles of dementia, a longing for peace or an end to the suffering. Something that happens during the brief moments of lucidity of people who suffer dementia and become aware of it.

“Fire and ice Come from my soul against my will”
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This line symbolizes the emotional turmoil experienced, where emotions can be intense and uncontrollable, going from agressive (“fire”) to calm (“ice”).

“Faded Pictures I yearn As they go away”
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This vividly illustrates the fading memories characteristic of dementia. The yearning for “faded pictures” symbolizes the longing for lost memories and the pain of their gradual disappearance.

“I have made You a slave of your Blindness and self-ignorance”
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This shows the voice of dementia in a guttural way talking to the person who suffers from it. The “blindness and self-ignorance” refers to the lack of awareness or understanding that comes with dementia.

“Will you help me see? Will you help me be? Will you look away or set me free?”
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These questions could be directed towards caregivers or loved ones, expressing a desire for help and understanding, and perhaps also the fear of being a burden or being abandoned due to the condition.