Feel Myself - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

They say i'm where the pros at, I feel like that's so insane

Don't need Xanax or Percocets to cure all of my pain

My OCD makes it hard for me to grasp all the thoughts in my brain

My Depression takin' shots at me and my axeity ain't changed

Not gonna end up like Juice, not gonna end up like Peep

Life has been a livin' hell but it feels like a dream

I promise it ain't what it seems, blessed with a team

Yea, I've been tryna keep my lyrics clean

But, sometimes you gotta get dirty and talk bout the mess

Yea, the pain goes with the beat of my chest

And all my family is dead

And sometimes I feel like i'm up next

I feel like a pawn in a really fucked up game of chess

I got goosebumps i'm feeling

Truth yea i'm spillin' it

Half the time when i speak ain't nobody listenin'

Are you hearin' this

[Hook]

Yea, People ain't hear me now (woah)

I don't even see no one around (woah)

People ain't listenin, People ain't listenin

(yeah, yeah, yeah)

I just want a reason to go on (we go)

How you'd never leave but now you're gone

I just can't feel myself no more, yea

[verse 2]

Put my head down, i'm lookin at the ground now

Findin my sound, and i'm tryna live downtown

You don't even know the struggle

You don't even know the hustle

Put It down for a reason

I work when i want, which is like all the time

Don't be poppin my bubble

I'm comin to rumble and fuck up the world

Blankets and bundles, I fuck up your girl

Your jealous, depression been hittin'

I need the attention, she called and pulled up with shells

Woo aye

Fuck i really need to smoke

Back and forth got us slinging jokes

I feel better when I be at home

That's facts now, don't back down

Man this bullshit I bring the smackdown

Yea, uh

That's Just the truth

Speak it out when i'm in the booth

Did my shit and i'm cutting loose

What you expect it ain't fuckin new

[hook]