[Hook]
I'm the new kid at the school
Just wanted to be cool
Since I moved to this town
You keep on bringing me down
Don't know where I went wrong
What is your problem with me?
[Verse 1: O]
From the moment I walked in, popular kids were watchin'
Staring in my direction, dissecting me with their gawkin'
I don't need no first impressions, or questions, I'll just ignore them
Because it takes a half a second for bullies to start performing
Because to them what's more important is recording the fight
So throughout the course of my life, I've been tortured and spite
It's hard to be liked, especially from people in class
Who see you and laugh, and look forward to beating your ass
Some people adapt, because they'd rather retreat than attack
And keep the peace, but the only piece I'm keeping's a strap
I've been belittled and ridiculed since the middle of middle school
Living is miserable, I wish I was fucking invisible
I'm feeling so pitiful hidden through eyes that are black and blue
I've been fallen victim to that world star crap you pull
How would you feel if it was me that had surrounded you?
And left you there scared, because it's clear that I'm coming back for you
Without a reason I just wanted a friend
But now I'm plottin', I ain't stoppin' til I've gotten revenge, yeah
[Hook]
[Verse 2: O]
I try to be so distant, and minding my own business
Emotional prison, I'm thinking why am I so different?
I ain't in no living condition this shit is so sickenin'
To be so forgiven to those who just don't listen
And it's, eating me up. Leaving me stuck
Stuffed in a locker bleeding from cuts from beating me up
It never ends, fetal position I'm beatin' for snitchin'
To teachers' when they see that I'm bleedin' and teeth have been missin'
And they can see I'm defeated, reachin' my weakest conditions
In need of assistance, decisions which then leave with existence
Of visions so vivid it's sick, and I live with this shit
But that's okay because these kids are people that I'll never forget
Because the stress and the anxiety, depression that's inside of me
Will finally get taken out on all those who provided me
With hatred from the anger that I built up for society
I tried to be a normal guy and you made me a prodigy
And that was probably your biggest mistake
You filled me with hate, and that's why ima kill you today