Suicidal

By Nylist

On Nylist

Released on May 8, 2021

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Don't fucking ask me why I don't care to exist

All lives of endless suffering hit a cold fucking dead end

Body to hang lifeless

When the suicidal thoughts creep, I exist in the distance

No purpose or emotion to fulfill. Suicidal distress

It's okay... the need to die!

Can you see with the blood in your eyes?

We are all fucked... the time is passing us by

Can you see with the blood in your eyes?

We are all fucked...

The flesh we wear, the blood we cry is all known to be a liе

Unheard prayer to the sky, bеfore this final goodbye

Don't fucking ask me why I don't care to exist

All lives of endless suffering hit a cold fucking dead end

Body to hang lifeless

When the suicidal thoughts creep, I exist in the distance

No purpose or emotion to fulfill. Suicidal distress

Buried under earth so wretched

Decrepit from your years of poison

Praised by the ever hungry worms

‘Til all that’s left is this hell

Bury me

Decomposing, your evil unfolding

Bury me, blood on your hands, you’ll never be free

I feel your fear to face the darkness within

Cling to this dissociation

There never was a means of revival

No soul to witness your wrath

Ruthless undertaking

The blood is on your hands

When the suicidal thoughts creep, I force them into my head

Into my head. Into my head. Into my fucking head, until I'm fucking dead

When the suicidal thoughts creep, I force them into my head

One by one, until I'm fucking dead

All I seek is timeless sleep

This is how things were meant to be for when I'm gone

And to the loved ones that might miss me when I'm gone...

I've been waiting...

I've been waiting to die for far too long!