[Chorus]

In a world full of evil I'm just tryna survive

I know the pain ain’t healing, it gets worse every time

Why would you tell me that you love me if you know it’s a lie

But when I'm gone they gon' say they wish that I was alive

But fuck that, I did this shit on my own

Don’t give fuck 'bout where I die as long as I die alone

I’m done talking to people I always cry on the phone

They didn’t even wanna help when I was trying to cope

W-w-where the love at?

I been down bad and they love that

Just because we family don’t mean I gotta trust that

Just 'cause I got problems don’t mean that imma discuss that

Used to care so much now I don’t know where all my fucks at

Everybody got some feelings but not everybody show 'em

They talking down on me 'cause they ain’t never get to know em

Everyday was sunny for me now everyday it be snowing

I just feel so fucking lost and I wanna know where I'm going, send help

[Verse]

Cut too many people off

I done took a lotta loss

I got faith tatted on me but I never wear a cross

But I been losing hella of it so I wish it would come off of my skin

Sometimes I just don’t know how to live

My homie got some money and I saw what that shit did

I'm terrible with words but I know how to take 'em in

And I know it could be worse but I'm just dealing with some shit

And then these bitches

Switching how they feeling every minute

This dude talking shit then he get mad it ain’t no difference

If I can see the loyalty then imma go the distance

When they need something from me, the only time I be existing

That’s how it feels

They say they ain’t fake but I could tell if you was real

If you was my homie would of been here all these years

And if you really was my homie would of helped with all these tears

Would of helped with what I'm going through

I’m a lil mad but I ain’t gon' ho at you

Feel like giving up but everybody know I'm showing through

We all got some problems I promise that we can make it through

Anyone who real and who show it don’t gotta say it too

[Chorus]

In a world full of evil I'm just tryna survive

I know the pain ain’t healing, it gets worse every time

Why would you tell me that you love me if you know it’s a lie

But when I'm gone they gon' say they wish that I was alive

But fuck that, I did this shit on my own

Don’t give fuck 'bout where I die as long as I die alone

I’m done talking to people I always cry on the phone

They didn’t even wanna help when I was trying to cope

W-w-where the love at

I been down bad and they love that

Just because we family don’t mean I gotta trust that

Just 'cause I got problems don’t mean that imma discuss that

Used to care so much now I don’t know where all my fucks at

Everybody got some feelings but not everybody show 'em

They talking down on me 'cause they ain’t never get to know em

Everyday was sunny for me now everyday it be snowing

I just feel so fucking lost and I wanna know where I'm going, send help

Where the love at?

I been down bad and they love that

Just because we family don’t mean I gotta trust that

Just 'cause I got problems don’t mean that imma discuss that

Used to care so much now I don’t know where all my fucks at

Everybody got some feelings but not everybody show 'em

They talking down on me 'cause they ain’t never get to know em

Everyday was sunny for me now everyday it be snowing

I just feel so fucking lost and I wanna know where I'm going, send help