Scared

By Nvthy

On Ethos

Released on April 5, 2019

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[Verse 1]

Hey my mans how you doing? (doing)

I’ve been watching you for a while (for a while)

So I thought it’s time to pick up the phone and let you know what’s on my mind (on my mind)

Cause I’m scared you never gone get to me and you gone lost in time (time)

Get lost in time (get lost in time)

I know you been drinking lately way too much and pressure in this area might just seem forced (yeah)

Procrastinating, pushing shit you should done to shit till it don’t get done (yeah)

Say you working hard but hardly working

Sitting down watching vids of bitches twerking

Lie to everybody else but you can’t lie to yourself and you know that’s for certain (yeah)

Your ego getting to damn big (big)

You gotta push your pride aside (side)

So many problems you can’t fix

Nigga just ask for help it’s alright (alright)

I know you been stumbling a lot lately (yeah)

Gotta pick yourself back up (alright)

And you know this race is far from over

So you gotta finish to get to the top


[Verse 2]

You’ve been trinna hold on to me for too long (yeah yeah yeah)

You outta place but you acting like you might belong (yeah yeah yeah )

You don’t play the game you just trinna to play along (play along)

You weak as fuck but you out here acting like you strong (like you strong)

Making all the same mistakes that I made back then (yeah yeah)

Back when I used tell myself you ain’t coming any further than the backend

And I act a fool and mama hada hit me with the back hand of her left hand

But I caught that mid-air with my right hand (right)

With my right hand (yeah)

Got too many skeletons living all in your closet (yeah yeah yeah)

Got so much baggage that you don’t wanna unpack it (yeah yeah yeah)

Trinna please everybody (no)

You be trinna do the most (most)

Counting other people’s pockets (pockets)

Never content with your own (no)

Better switch up quick (quick quick quick quick quick)


[Verse 3]

Truth about it I’m scared

I ain’t scared of nothing

Only thing I’m scared of is myself

I’m Scared

Scared I might get it right all right

Scared that I might be the one

Scared that she might be the one

Have me a daughter or son

You can see it my eyes (eyes)

Turmoil on the inside

Dilated eyes never cry

Sometimes I feel static

Never ever feel dynamic

Other times moving at the speed of light

Shit really feel like magic (magic)

Well I’ve said things, seen things and done and done things I really proud of

I’ve lost faith, lost dreams, lost hope and moved where the crowd was

I’ve been stupid, been dumb, been careless with my finances

Had a lot of opportunities but I never took any chances

Maybe I don’t think I’m good enough

Or maybe I don’t wanna give it all

Cause really have nothing to give at all

Maybe I don’t think I’m not good enough

Or maybe I don’t wanna give it all

Cause I really have nothing to give at all

Yeah