Sometimes I still talk to God

Just to ask what he really would’ve wanted

He said that this is your life

And it doesn’t sound like you really want it

(You spent) You spent your hours on tiktok

But where is your time going

I didn’t like to just watch the clock

But I knew my time was coming

I said my time is right now

They said your mind is going

I used to cum with a pound

The sound of smoke in motion

We all fake fuck with ourselves

In the mirror blowing smoke

I still reflect on how I knew

Unlimited goers

I still reflect that’s how I knew

Unlimited goers’ truth

My ex bitch was the mannequin

Her body still perfect

Still got all of her motion pics

But why would I watch them

My battery dies

Before the end I feel emotion

What is the point of lying to yourself

This feels dystopian

I feel a different flow

From what I wrote down in the first place

And do I even use myself

Like I would use her hurt

(mm) She said the way you hit me

The rhythm fucking hurts

I still don’t like to overthink

The memory’s’ like a curse

We all fake fuck with ourselves

In the mirror blowing smoke

I still reflect on how I knew

Unlimited goers

My ex bitch was the mannequin

Her body still perfect

Still got all of her motion pics

But why would I watch them