[Chorus]
My stomach full of dirt
My last meal be ma medicine, yo
Tell me this ain't real
I know it ain't but it feels like that though
When I'm in ma grave
Promise me that you still laugh about me
Otherwise I can't
Take one of your fools seriously
[Part 1]
Why you move yourself sometimes?
You know why your grandpa died of cancer
"Why you move yourself sometimes?"
Do you really think that I know the answer?
"Why you sad right now?"
I'm sick and tired of these gleeful questions
Shut up, li'l bastards
When you talk, that's my self-righteousness
[Bridge]
Am I talkin' to you or to me?
Am I talkin' to you or to me?
[Part 2]
How many times my parents had to put up with me insulting them?
Many times we cried, and they did not know how to handle things then
You think that leaves me cold? I punish myself every minute
You just cannot see it
How many times my parents had to put up with me insulting them?
Many times we cried, and they did not know how to handle things then
You think that leaves me cold? I punish myself every minute
You just cannot see it
[Bridge]
Am I talkin' to you or to me?
Am I talkin' to you or to me?
[Part 3]
You know all these motherfuckers lies since the devil hidin'
They think I'm tellin' lies, look me in the eyes
They don't know what it's like to be chased full-time
(Oh-ohh-oh-oh, yeah)
BPD don't let me cry, feelin's in my chest
Middlefingers to the sky, please feel adressed
They don't know what it's like to be chased full-time
(Oh-ohh-oh-oh, yeah)
[Interlude]
Big time please, bought a bag full of trouble
BPD's what I hate, he my brother
[Mine explodes like the chopper, ehh?], finna die in the winter
Big time please, bought a bag full of trouble
BPD's what I hate, he my brother
[Mine explodes like the chopper, ehh?], finna die in the winter
[Pre-Chorus]
My stomach full of dirt
My stomach full of dirt
(My-my-my-my-my-my-)
[Chorus]
My stomach full of dirt
My last meal be ma medicine, yo
Tell me this ain't real
I know it ain't but it feels like that though
When I'm in ma grave
Promise me that you still laugh about me
Otherwise I can't
Take one of your fools seriously