Asphyxia - Intellectual

What's going through my mind?

Years pretending be a man who live a life

Many choices to improve what i have done

I don't see it happen

It just can't be molded back

My throat closes when i take a breath

Waking up at night to erase my pain

Death will come and i'll no longer be afraid

Cold sweating hands and a gun pointing to my head

Asphyxia! , falling towards, asphyxia!

Asphyxia!, falling towards, asphyxia!

I need to leave the world that i neglected

Massive second thoughts is the reflection of my world

If i face the death, no compassion to myself!

Close to meet the end across the bridge of psychosis

Excruciating

Lies took my life away

Piercing

My soul to its very end

Choking

Until i fade to dim again

I resigned

To exist

Self aggravated i asphyxiate!

Can't breath

I asphyxiate!

Life suffocates me!

Excruciating!

My world is changing fast in a merciless confinement

Running to nowhere the freedom nevermore exists

Engines in a world without any kind of hope