Higher Calling

By NSigma

On Higher Calling

Released on June 13, 2023

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[Verse 1]

They sleeping they sleeping on me they been tired

But I'm wide awake and I'm feeling inspired

To pick up the pen and then write me a track 'bout the vision I got when the calling was higher

Stuck in the cycle my life getting cyclical

Cannot recycle my time with the typical

Then came the change that ignited the flame now I'm running the game like I'm on the elliptical

The words are in my head but I cannot feel the confidencе

The fear and insecurity been filling up my consciousnеss

What if I put my heart and soul into a verse and then

They tell me that I'm on a roll but don't listen again

I've had 'bout enough with all these hypotheticals

Holding me back this cannot be acceptable

Citing my fall and with no parenthetical

Keeping my gift from the world is not ethical

Let go of the doubt I let go of the lies

Let go of limits that do not apply

I drop the perception of fearing rejection I cannot conform and I cannot comply

To that path that was laid out for me by society

Seeing it clear in a state of sobriety

Freedom they stole I was playing a role but I spit from the soul so I'm taking propriety

Over my life everyday till I'm dead

I'll go against the wire and the grain and the spread

I'm trusting the vision don't care what they said

Been coming alive over getting ahead


[Chorus]

People always ask me

What drives me to make music

But what they don't understand is

It's not really a choice

It's my destiny

It's my higher calling


[Verse 2]

Now I surrender I'm looking above

I'm tapped in for passion I'm rapping for love

I picked up the mic it was feeling so right like how could I acquit my hand fit like a glove

Nothing can stop this now it's all in motion

Like a water droplet that fall in the ocean

I merge with my purpose I'm finally sure this the end of my searching I'm no longer broken

Inside is the greatness I gotta express it

Let go of the need to control imma rest it

I trust in the path that I'm taking the progress I'm making has led to a change in perspective

Spent so much time looking down but now I seem to stare higher

Cook so many classics think I'm gonna need an air fryer

Not yet in my prime guess I'm still a composite

But with every rhyme is another deposit

I'm seeming to be in a state of redeeming believe in the dream and I'm cleaning my closet

Not fiending for profit

And green I forgot it

Been sitting on heat I've been meaning to drop it

I wasted my life seeking others approval

Potential was locked but the key in my pocket

Been tired of the falling

Been tired of the stalling

The way I've been acting has been so appalling

Cause I was just a dot took out the crop saw the entire drawing

Threw away my shot no doubt I'm taking it I'm fireballing

Used to play for spots but now I'm making it my higher calling