[Verse 1]
Open up the casket to my memories
They're flying away
See the past, of walking, talking
I fucking loved those days
But now the love is all gone
And I'm the only one who stayed
I wanna stage my death
So I'll be out of your way
Find me a new passion
Just so I can create
Recollect all the mass
But all the masses do is hate
Fuck love, fuck fear
I feel, my mind starts to stray
But I'm already here
So what's the matter anyway?
[Hook 1]
You have to go away
I think it's really my time today
X4
[Verse 2]
Suicide indecisive
I'vе said this already
Don't wanna say it again
Cause I'm not ready
I keep runnin' to shеlter
The foundation's not that steady
The heavyness collapsing my lungs
Cause i'm so petty
I'm not pretty, not gold
Not nothing like those
Everyone has a soul
But importance is the goal
Ever walked on the train track?
Thinkin' should I lay?
Wait for the train?
Should I let it splatter brain?
[Hook 2]
Don't know if I should stay, or stray away
I don't know if I should let this pistol talk, I'm so afraid
X4