{Verse 1: Noveliss}

If you doubted me

Never tell me you proud of me

Cause' I just quit my job

Before I turn 30

Whatever hurts me

Is

Manifesting itself

Into another verse of me spilling

My well being and you can't see it

You still asking for a feature

While I'm painting the Mona Lisa

Reality in the flesh

They relate to you being trapped in the mesh

But is walking away from a check

Walking over the edge?

Wear your feelings when you get dressed

But smile for the internet

They'll never feel the finesse

Or detect the stress

You living with

I hate writing in my phone

The government probably listening

And 45 will listen too

Grabbing women by the 'cooch'

And

Confederate flag wavers burning they tennis shoes

I put myself on a path and still dont know which way to move

Everything to gain

But everything to lose

The cost

So I march to the beat of my own drum

Quick

Somebody help me find my drumsticks

I'm feeling lost

{Chorus}

September

Leaves changing like my life

September

Losing sleep you a thief in the night

September

I'm trying to find my way in the dark

But September had me feeling so lost

And I ain't slept in so long

{Verse 2: Noveliss}

When it rains

It pours during the brainstorm

The rise of the writer

Spilling coffee on the keyboard

But

Feel the demise of the mind

That I'm losing sleep for

Frank Dukes

You lack the proper training for the Bloodsport

Roads to the unknown

Choose a lane

Or get slayed

In the Kumite

Now what you know?

I made the sacrifices

But I don't see where the prize is

My eyes

See through the lies

But get lost in the time

Slowly becoming the blind leading the blind

But still peaking through the blinds

With the rifle for civil rights

While you defending celebrities

More than your families

May I shine through whatevers damaged me

The city's gentrified

And they staring at me like I should leave

Kids still running catching bullets without a pair of cleats

Blinded by anxiety

I don't see enough air to breath

Suffocate in silence

We ain't never been to therapy

{Chorus}

September

Leaves changing like my life

September

Losing sleep you a thief in the night

September

I'm trying to find my way in the dark

But September had me feeling so lost

And I ain't slept in so long