I live in a constant state of fear and misery everyday

Ain't body gonna miss me anyways

But I'm trying for the better days

Life is a game that I never played

I really hate myself in every aspect

Am I doing it for myself or just to have respect

Is there any soul to connect

I just drown in my shame and regret

And don't forget that I tried to kill myself

And don't forget that only I fought this hell

And don't forget that I made it all for my mental health

Nobody knows the pain that I've been dеalt

I tried to be bettеr I swear

But I'm stuck being bitter I'm aware

That this life will never be fair

And I got no happiness for you to share

Just a soul that is hollow

Always looking for tomorrow

Drowning in every type of sorrow

With no peace of mind to borrow

Always conflicted

Stop acting the victim

Stop blaming the system

Where is your brain and where is your wisdom?

Nothing has changed you should know I don't mind

Nothing has changed and I know I'll be fine