(Verse 1)

All I think about is her

Dyed hair, piercings

Wanting to get her back (get her back)

Wanting to get her back (wanting to get her back)

Wanting to get her back (wanting to get her back)

I can't listen to music the same

I can't smoke like I used to

Force myself to listen to my regret

Every word I didn't say

Why would she care anyways?

(Chorus)

I feel so useless in my life

Wanting to feel meaningful now

Sick and tired of my life now

Why don't I just end it?

I feel so useless in my life

Wanting to feel meaningful now

Sick and tirеd of my life now

Why don't I just end it?

(Versе 2)

Every action didn't show interest (fuck)

People don't show up, I'm no interest (damn)

Bored I sit in my room

Use sounds to mute all the pain (new cut-marks)

New keyboard, mini piano ballads

Every song more disgusting than the last

I feel so alone

The knife wants to mark my mistakes

Self destruction seemed like the better answer

(Outro)

But I don't know

But I don't know

But I don't know

I don't know.. shit