Stuck Running Backwards

By NOTSmrt

On Demos In The Clouds

Released on April 13, 2022

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(Verse 1)

Been running through some thoughts again

Feeling kind of suicidal again

All the time that I’m walk around

I think of…

New ways to end me

I don’t… want think this way

But I seem to loop back to it

I want to get better

But I’m not really seeing a reason for me to go through it

(Chorus)

Why I am stuck within these suicidal loops?

Knowing I could probably fix myself

If I really tried

Suicidal Loops

I don’t know why I can’t just get pass through this fucking barrier

Give myself my own purpose

(Bridge)

I’m running away

Staying away

Hide myself to get away

I just feel so fucking…

I don’t know I’m always… running

(Verse 2)

Run away from everyone

I run away just I can feel okay

I run away so I don’t have to get out of this fucking comfort zone

That I’ve become too complacent in

Why the fuck am I so fucking tired

Because I’m always running

Always fucking running