Sleep Paralysis // note4

[Verse 1]

Cry so pitiful, sink into the fire

Kill anything, does that make you get so high?

Breaking alone, going insane

Give me this pill, just to swallow my pain

Now anything seems to die ugly

I idle the same, waiting for nothing

To kill this monotony, is this another side of me

Break every part just to say that you’ll fight for me

…now

…die

Knowing it’s just so pitiful to say

Killing the thought about numbing the pain

Say anything, I'll never get to say I'm sorry

No one will hide behind the screen

Am I the virus, lingering in the code?

Manifesting of a nightmare, sleep paralysis

Shadows turning into sharp daggers

Swear the shit went missing, blade stabbеd in the desk

Busted PC, pеn tat, missing pages

Unknown faces are the blocks on the screen

8o8s blaring through the speakers

Neon lights bleeding through the window

I break right here (knowing it’s coming again)

Breaking alone (No where to go)

Every single lie (there's no where to go)

(Let me rot)

Now you’re here, swallowed into the digital snow

Run around, there’s nowhere to go

Backrooms, maze with no exit

Sink into the floor becoming your casket

Now waking up in a metal chair

Eyes wired open, stack of TVs

Static before the snuff

Now I’m forced to watch

…

All the murderers, running from their death...

(no more) Help

Watching it turn to a smile, before you rip out my eyes

Starting to spiral, while you mutilate my corpse

Knowing I'm already going back down

Stuck here, becoming un-human (no where to run)

Stuck here, you took every hour (No where to run)