Released on April 13, 2022

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(Verse 1)

Is there really me?

Is there really a person like me?

Is there really a reason for me to get up in the mornings?

Is there really a person that can really love me?

Is there really anything I can do for myself?

To get myself within this hole

Out of this hole

(Chorus)

I’ve been looking around trying to find a person to give me a reason now

Know I..

I need to stop being so fucking dependеnt on some other peoplе

That I need to be dependent on myself (What the fuck)

How I am always this way

Tell me that I’m okay

Just to fall apart the fucking next day

Tell me is this really the way

That I need to be

My story…

(Verse 2)

Tell me..

Do you understand the words that I’m saying?

I feel like everything I say just goes over people’s heads

Or they just don’t pay attention to fucking words I say

I feel like I need to go away

Feeling broken again

Feeling uninvolved

Feeling like I need to stop being so fucking dependent on these fucking songs

For me to get my fucking words out

Feeling like I just need to talk again

But I don’t know how

(Verse 3)

I’ve been struggling with my head

Feeling like I need to sleep it off again

But I know I’ll wake up feeling the same

I don’t see a point of doing that anymore

I don’t know why feel like this

I don’t know why I always have to feel like shit

Make another just feel a little better

Knowing I wouldn’t appreciate later on

Just to feel okay…