Released on January 7, 2022

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(Intro)

Night walker

Trying to find the motivation to end my life

I don’t know if it’s going to be today

It might

What the fuck am I doing walking here

Late at night

(Verse 1)

Another escape session

Trying to get away from the thought again

I try to.. Walk in the dark

I don’t have to answer to people

Just to get away from everything

But the fucking sad part is that I remember everything

Every moment relives inside my brain

I don’t know why the fuck it does this shit happens to me

Why…

Tell me why… do I always feel suicidal in thе night time?

(Bridge)

Why…why…why?

(Chorus)

I’ve been night walking again

Hoping to еscape my thoughts this time

But this shit just keeps on adding up

I don’t know how long my brain is going to last

Why do I do this to myself

Why…

(Verse 2)

Living a life waiting for messages

Knowing damn well I’m never going to fucking get them

Hoping one day I’ll get over them

But every fucking time just I remember how…

I used to feel

How I used to treat myself

Every fucking day feels the same because I do this shit to myself

I.. hate my life and I don’t know why I live another day

Fucking astray

Want to fucking end today

(Verse 3)

Spend another day;

Lockup by myself

Tied up in my mind

Gripping myself back

Knowing there’s millions to go

WANTING TO Stop this now

Blowing my voice

About to throw myself…

Into the road this time

I don’t really want to live tonight

I think about these thoughts way to often

I think I need to…

(Outro)

Change a little bit of my mentality

But instead I let it live in my head

Live in my head

Leave it in my head