Released on June 8, 2021

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(Chorus)

I listen too much to these grips

They keep me down

I don’t know what the fuck I’m doing

But I’m drowning in these expectations of these fucking people that I’m around

I don’t know if I’ll ever make it to that fucking level

But I’ll fucking try

(Verse 1)

I listen to the voice way to much

They get into my fucking head

Try to tell what I’m suppose to do

I don’t listen to them anymore

But I …

I will make some out of myself

I will take of all of these fucking grips that are gripping me down

Push them away and shoot them if thеy get to close to me

(Bridgе)

Stop fucking gripping me down

(Verse 2)

Feeling insane

Looking at my future

Like there’s nothing there for me, man

The dark abyss that staring at

I don’t see light anywhere

The future is untold

I don’t know if I’ll even make it there

Suicidal thoughts keep me down

Keeping me down

Hope that I don’t drown

… I …

Expectation

Everything that I worked for doesn’t pull up to anything

My expectation are lifted me up way to high

I don’t think I’ll achieve them now

(Outro)

Keep on doing this to the day I die