Escape

By NOTSmrt

On Fear I

Released on December 21, 2021

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(Intro)

Finding Hell; my escape

Falling in there's no other way

Finding Hell; my escape

I need to get away

Fuck

(Verse 1)

Overcomplicating; mind overwhelming

Want to shoot myself; mind numbing

The loneliness is always consuming

I need find a way out

Find a way out

Trying to find Cortney

She’ll kill me

At least I'll die with some fucking pleasure

But, somehow, I don't know

Somehow, I don't know

No one will miss me when I’m gone

What’s the point of life when you're not living?

What’s the point of feeling when you're not feeling?

What’s the point of existеnce when you're nonеxistent?

(Chorus)

I need an escape

I need an escape

I need an escape

I

(Verse 2)

Everything so loud

Find it hard to hear

Been fucked up

Stuck in this room for days

Endless supply

Getting high just to reset

Life is a car

Thinking I'm going to crash it

Everything so loud

Finding it hard to hear

Been fucked up for days

Stuck in this room

Endless supply

Getting high just to reset

Killing myself slowly

What the fuck is worth living here

Living here

(Bridge)

I need an escape

(Outro)

It's all in my brain

I've been fucked up

Numbing the pain

God, I fucked up

I told myself that I'll fix it

But it doesn't get easier

What does it take to become the same?

As I colapse in silence

Try to get sober

Not them

Just the remains

Why?